So I got Dennis the new Mark Schultz album for his birthday (Broken and Beautiful) and wow is it a good one. We listened to it in the car on our birthday date and THREE of the songs had me in tears. Dennis kept saying "are you crying AGAIN?". Probably my favorite of the songs is called "Everything to me", a song he wrote about adoption (apparently he was adopted as a baby). I couldn't stop talking about it; I mean, come on, a song about adoption? That is SO where we are right now! I couldn't resist posting the lyrics here; but if you get a chance you gotta check out the actual song.
I must have felt your tears when they took me from your arms
I’m sure I must have heard you say goodbye
So young and so afraid, had you made a big mistake
Could an ocean even hold the tears you cried?
But you had dreams for me
you wanted the best for me
and you made the only choice you could that night
And you gave life to me
A brand new world to see
like playing baseball in the yard with dad at night
Mom reading Goodnight Moon and praying in my room
So if you worry if your choice was right
When you gave me up you gave everything to me
And if I saw you on the street
would you know that it was me
and would your eyes be blue or green like mine
would we share a warm embrace
would you know me in your heart
or would you smile and let me walk on by?
Knowing you had dreams for me
You wanted the best for me
And I hope that you’d be proud of who I am
You gave life to me
A chance to find my dreams
And a chance to fall in love
You should have seen her shining face
on our wedding day
oh is this the dream you had in mind
When you gave me up you gave everything to me
And when I see you there
Watching from Heaven’s gates
Into your arms I’m gonna run
And when you look in my eyes
You can see my whole life
See who I was and who I’ve become
You gave life to me
A brand new world to see
Like playing baseball with my son late at night
And reading Goodnight Moon
And praying in his room
I’m so grateful that I’ve had this life
When you gave me up you gave everything to me
See what I mean? I was crying even posting this tonight. SUCH a great song, huh?